MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND

we went to austin over the weekend to see natalie graduate from ut with her masters in social work!~!!!! i'm SO proud of her~~~~~!!!!!!! \
we stayed in house with a great view of lake travis! the WHOLE family was there and i loved that!!!!!
i have to say it was hard for me physically and mentally but i had to be there.!!!!!!

for the last 2 weeks or so i have been out of comission. i woke up one morning with what felt like a bladder infection so i call the dr. and made and appointment. here i am a little over 2 weeks without quite a few of my female body parts that i didn't know i still had. it's a long story and if you really want to hear it all i will tell you but right now i'ts all kind of grossing me out to tell about it. anyway the word of the day is THANK YOU LORD AND BENIGN!!!

ANXIETY AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, so the general anxiety from my anxiety disorder has been over for a while!!!! the drugs did their job! now i have this female thing going on and i'm probably going to have to have surgery for it so now i'm having situational anxiety!!!!!!! when will it ever end!!!!

I'M BORED........

any suggestions? (and please don't say clean the house or something awful like that. no matter how much it might need it.)

OUT WITH THE ANXIETY - IN WITH THE MANIA!!!!!!

today i spent quite a bit of money. i really had fun shopping since, i haven't felt like going for a while. shopping sprees are a symptom of mania though(as many of you know). it's always something!!!!!! i'll probably be loosing my credit card again when steve finds out the extent of my shopping fun!!!!

THE GOOD NEWS!!!!!!

the last post was the bad news now for the good news........DAY NUMBER 2 OF NO ANXIETY!!!!!!!!!

I HATE WEDNESDAY NIGHTS!!!!!!!!!

every wednesday night steve goes to his church thing and i just sit around home being lonely!